Just having one of those days today. Maybe its because I had such an awesome weekend spending time with all those that I love so much and it's back to reality tomorrow. Maybe its because I'm hitting week 7 in the quarter and burnt out a little. Maybe its because while the end is near, it still feels so far away. Maybe its because I tend to stretch myself thin every once in a while. Maybe its because I feel like everyone is hitting their next milestone and my personal life has been stagnant for years. Maybe its because I can no longer ignore that my pants are too tight. Maybe its because Im dreading the reality of my financial situation and having a student loan payment the size of a mortgage as soon as I graduate. Maybe its because I'm overwhelming my mind with thinking about what maybe it's because....
Whatever it is, I just haven't felt right. I've been mopey, emotional, forcing smiles and haven't really wanted to talk to anyone today. I have a career plan paper due tomorrow at noon and have been staring at the screen for the past three hours with only a few sentences to show for it. It's hard to write your "self-assessment" when you feel like an emotional wreck. I'm hoping I can sleep off this slump and attack it with a fresh mind in the morning before I volunteer at the vaccine clinic at U of C again. Blah. Well this post was somewhat therapeutic. Just glad I have an alternative avenue to get it out.
Aahh now doesn't that feel better? Sometimes it just feels good to vent and let it out.
ReplyDeleteJust remember how much you are loved by your Godparents :o)